Maybe this is being brought on by my recent reintroduction to internet dating (and the inherent rejection that comes from internet dating).

I don’t think I’m really slick enough to live in this town.

What do I mean?  I don’t think Miami may be my scene.  Lots of it just does not seem for me.  Let me try to organize my thoughts clearly here.  I’m not a clubber.  I despise going to South beach because I hate the traffic and the crowds of douchebags. 

It really seems that this town is geared towards the club/sobe chic crowd.  The $20 dollar cover, can’t get in unless you buy a bottle, $17 cocktail crowd?  It’s just real tiresome. 

Let’s look at the facts here.  I’m a young professional, just a two years out from school, about to hit the big 30, with a decent job I guess.  I don’t drive a particularly tight car.  I don’t live in a particularly cool part of town (I live where a lot of families and older folks live).  I’m not particularly image conscious either. 

I feel very much like a fish out of water down here quite a bit.  I’m feeling much more self-conscious about it lately, which I’m not sure is good…

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